ok legit? what the fucking fuck. im kinda drunk, but i really dont give a shit. that guy who im roomming with who i liked and we hooked up and all that shit... shit hasnt resolved. like... alright idk if i put this in my last blog or not, but we were on the couch watching something on my computer without my best friend being home yet, and he put his arm around me and we cuddled until he heard the door open and he flung his arm off me and spaced himself away from me on the couch. uhhh... k? like are you ashamed that you're cuddling with me? are you worried that my best friend still has feelings for me? are you just socially retarded? or are you a psychopath who likes fucking with my mind and my emotions? i tried to bring this whole ordeal up with him and he wasnt having any of it. then tonight he was all "mehh im not drunk enough, but when im drunk i make bad decisions." oh like when you got with me that one night? but then thatd rule out the morning after when we cuddled and made out for a fucking hour, then that other time. look i know im making a big deal out of this, but its pissing me off because i have to see him every single day and fake interact with him and be as cordial and non attitudy as i can. UGHHH what the fucking hell. and he claims hes allergic to the cat, which is fine whatever. but when the other roommate is home, the door to his room is open. but when hes not, he makes a point of having it shut everytime hes in there. like closing himself off to interacting with me. at least be friendly with me? idk this is fucked up. im just pissed and drunk and ill regret putting this up tomorrow but whatever.
TITS.
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