hah. so read back a few pages to where im complaining about this guys roommate i moved in with a year ago so understand this post.
so i've discovered the great mysteries of our time, namely why -that person- never mentioned/ talked about/ hinted towards/ acknowledged anything involving that night we hooked up. it was a fairly obvious reason, just one i didnt expect would come from him. but wtf do i know.
i went out to dinner last night with my friend, who was the friend i moved in with originally when i found out his current roommate was the guy i liked 4 years ago so on, and i had a beer and i explained my recently gained knowledge of the 4 steps you systematically experience when you drink...as i was drinking lol. those include loss of inhibitions, skewed judgment, dysphoria or feeling like dookie, and loss of coordination. so i have a level 1 of 4 drunk, so i was like Hey, i have a ...can i be honest with you? no nevermind. doing that drunk mumbling thing, and he said ugh just tell me. so i asked him if he knew what happened that first night i moved in, and he said yes. and i said so why has he never brought it up, acknowledged it, because he didnt seem embarassed it happened the next morning, but he didnt seem too pleased with the events of the preceding night. and he said almost rehearsed something to the effect of - he just doesnt see it as big enough of a deal to bring up. and i just found that weird, for someone to be so blaze about something like that, then act like nothing happened while that other person is living uhhh 4 feet from your bedroom lol.
whatever. i know this is unimportant and boring and not anything that warrented a post, but im not paying for a psychiatrist, so this'll do. --thatll do pig, that'll do.
~~~~~ aaaaanyway. i just learned that sandra bullock speaks fluent german? who knew.
mmkbye
so i've discovered the great mysteries of our time, namely why -that person- never mentioned/ talked about/ hinted towards/ acknowledged anything involving that night we hooked up. it was a fairly obvious reason, just one i didnt expect would come from him. but wtf do i know.
i went out to dinner last night with my friend, who was the friend i moved in with originally when i found out his current roommate was the guy i liked 4 years ago so on, and i had a beer and i explained my recently gained knowledge of the 4 steps you systematically experience when you drink...as i was drinking lol. those include loss of inhibitions, skewed judgment, dysphoria or feeling like dookie, and loss of coordination. so i have a level 1 of 4 drunk, so i was like Hey, i have a ...can i be honest with you? no nevermind. doing that drunk mumbling thing, and he said ugh just tell me. so i asked him if he knew what happened that first night i moved in, and he said yes. and i said so why has he never brought it up, acknowledged it, because he didnt seem embarassed it happened the next morning, but he didnt seem too pleased with the events of the preceding night. and he said almost rehearsed something to the effect of - he just doesnt see it as big enough of a deal to bring up. and i just found that weird, for someone to be so blaze about something like that, then act like nothing happened while that other person is living uhhh 4 feet from your bedroom lol.
whatever. i know this is unimportant and boring and not anything that warrented a post, but im not paying for a psychiatrist, so this'll do. --thatll do pig, that'll do.
~~~~~ aaaaanyway. i just learned that sandra bullock speaks fluent german? who knew.
mmkbye
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